Babalik na ba ako ng Baguio?

Dahil sa extended na bakasyon, lalo tuloy ako tinamad bumalik ng school...
Got spoiled by everything here:

• the food
• internet
• laundry
• sleep
• books
• unlimited time...

I'm sure I'll be missing all of these once I set foot on Baguio again.
Hoping to get close with the new housemates easily...
and hoping for my subjects not to give me additional burden during my stay....

These I pray before I go to sleep tonight.

ulan na naman ng ulan dito!

I just can't handle this. Malapit na start ng classes. I'm still here in Tarlac. Back to Baguio the next day (*sobs*).

Ang ang nakakainis pa, ulan na lang ng ulan. Ok lang sana kung nap time eh. Kaso hindi, you can't almost see the roads and pavements dry! As I'm always saying, I just hate he rain! Well, debatable naman kaso most of the time ganito talaga ako. Alam 'to ng friends ko. Ganito talaga ako mag-react. Naiinis ako kasi nalulungkot ako kung umuulan.

Feels like I can do nothing good.

Rain, rain go away...

Come again another day...

Or don't bother to come at all,

or at least don't cross my way please...

thanks!

Baguio-bound again..=(

..oh no!!
In just a few minutes, I'll be going back to Baguio again to get prepared for my enrolment tomorrow. I still don't wanna go. But i need to get my things from the dorm and carry them back to my boarding house.
Another 5 hours of travel. Hope to catch a bus as early as possible. I still have to go to the university to get mt clearance and ask my scholarship bracket.
Wish me luck!

a gloomy Tuesday

for another morning, i woke up with the sun concealed by the thick clouds out there...
again, my day began with a bad mood due to this.
the weather is cold...


Physics11 class just ended.
the result of our exam was released.
good thing i got a passing mark -- higher than i thought...haha.

i can't see the sun..
thick clouds are all over...
plus there's always a cold breeze brushing in my arms which makes my goosebumps visible (oh i really hate them)...

hope that the sun would shine later...
for a longer period of time..

oooopps,,,
gotta go...

it's time for English 1...

ulan ng ulan....nakakainis na,,,parang hindi summer!!!

i went or the school library to borrow a book in physics and to use the Internet to check my mail if i already got Sir Agulo's readings...
i came here while the sun was brightly beaming from above, it took me a couple of minutes before i was able to choose which book to pick.
when i came to the Serials Section of the lib, i was shocked to see the heavy rain fall! it was just a matted of minutes when the sun was just around.

so sad...
i really hate the rain like what i'm usually saying in my blogs.

i can't feel it's summer.
what the fuss!

rain, rain go away...!!!!

it's raining here and i'm feeling cold....
grrrrrrr.....



i don't know why but i always hate the rain...
it makes me feel SAD...

BORED...
SLEEPY....
LIFELESS...



it seems that i can't do anything good and right when the rain is falling...
i wish i have this anti-gravity power to keep the rain hanging up
as clouds there in the pale sky,
so they won't fall...
so there's no need for me to bring my 3-fold umbrella...
so there won't be sticky mud on the grounds that would surely mess my shoes...
so there won't be flood that gives different kinds of illness to the kids
that enjoy swimming in it.

i just hate the rain...

but i can't be so selfish about it.
many still wish for this rain.
the farmers - to have healthier crops...
to the forest so it would be nourished...
for the plants to grow...
to sustain a new life...
to continue existence,,,


i guess this is what the nature wants us to learn...

there are thing we despise,
but we must accept their existence because they fuel the lives of others.

oh...
but i still hope,,
the rain would end soon...

the death of a star - Francis M.

...while in this school library about an hour ago, i received a text from my blocmate which really shocked me...Francis Magalona is dead..

i didn't know if i woulds believe this one until i received another message.

O-My-God!

my mind was unsettled.
my heart began to race.

i can't absorb the news - or i just don't want to take it.

for another moment, we lost a great star in the showbiz industry - the master rapper; an epitome of kindness and courage... he is an ideal model for the youth and all; a responsible father and a loving husband; a friend you can run to; someone who treats you as his equal; he was the one who bridged many people's dreams. he is a picture of hope and he shares this character to everyone - even in the distance. he is a person of wit and good personality - one of the best in the Filipino scene.

he even made his own mark with the brand - 3 stars and a sun, from the Philippine flag- which is dedicated for the refueling of the nationalistic flames in the heart of each Filipino.

after being diagnosed with leukemia, he readily had his treatment sessions with the guiding support from his family, friends and millions of supporters...in fact, many of them even donated their blood for him.

i thought he was recovering. they even planned to have a collaboration between him and ely buendia and i was so excited about this.

this is a really, really sad day not just for me but for the entire country. sure thing the Philippines is praying for him and his family.

I'm also praying that he may rest in peace and now live in the kingdom of our Heavenly Father. he deserves to be there, he always has.

so sad today....

एरी..yeah I know it's always unwise to consume some of my very limited time here on earth with just doin' nothing at all...
but this day is so boring to the point that sleeping doesn't even help.

after 10 minutes I'll be logging out, we will be having a class meeting for our performance in PE2 - Dance Aerobics...
haha..
what a PE!

another thing is that i hate the weather...
so cloudy...
there isn't even a single steak of light from the sun...
so gloomy...

oh...
wish i have something/someone to cheer me up...